my class like weird now.
even girls are watching porn.
lord help them.

i don;t know where i'm headed.
with every word i'm saying to you.
i know i can't decide.
i don't know what i want.
i don't know what i'm feeling either.
i just feel that i'm becoming the person i don't want to become.
i dont want to be indecisive.
i don't want to become the person i hate most.

i've been getting horrible headaches lately.
too much of what i should not be getting i guess.
i promised amanda and drey and i'd quit.
its getting a little difficult.
cause its like.
just there.
and everyone around me.
this is what peer pressure is like.
fuck.
where's the candy amanda promised?
i've waited for kinda long yeah.


results are later.
all the best!
there's anthony.
audrey.
prince getting his math results.
raymond.
and i dont know who else.
well.
all the best alright?
hafiz and fadhly too!
make me proud.

anyway.
work last night is one of the most fun i've had so far.
sorry for the initial black face jo.
something happened.
but then shikin was insane due to the lack of sleep and fever.
so everything was fun.
finished closing at about midnight.
whoop!


sean;
after everything we've been through.
after everything you've did to hurt me.
i should hate you.
but i'm doing quite the opposite aren't i?

its been really long since i've seen sher.
its like she went extinct.
along with priss.
or maybe priss stole her away from me.
they all just went extinct.
just so you know.
i miss you so.
and everything we used to be.


i constantly wish to turn back time.
but it sure isn't right.
cause a simple thing.
can change everything else in the future.
like a butterfly effect.

dunfu is cool.
for accompany me all the way home.
and for letting me bite him when i'm upset.
thank you.

i miss shabs.
i promise you alright?
we'll take a picture.
and i'll put it up.
like damn huge.
cause you know that i love you and i miss you.
stop puking at sea.


i think you're the one who doesn't know whats going on.
i've made everything clear to you.
but its like.
one minute you're hot.
the next you're cold.
you decide where we should go.
then i'll tell you what you need to know.


CNY is coming.
i can't fit into my jeans.
and i'll just work until i die.
thank you very much.